today was a good day. hired a taxi. went to the park and coffee day. M chased butterflies. V picked flowers and squashed ladybugs. A challenged both to races in the grass, barefoot. I got to enjoy watching them. I layed on the blanket and stared at the trees glinting in the breeze, T looked too. side by side we enjoyed the sunshine, fresh air and chance to be out together. My energy was low but i wasn’t feeling as bad as the day before or the day before that. I am choosing to push through the sick and do something productive & refreshing. Today was the taxi rides. I am choosing to smile and have joy during this trial.